My sweet little Pookie Doo

I just can't resist telling y'all about my sweet little Pookie Doo. He just the best looking thing I've never seen. He lights up my day as soon as I see him. He's my best friend too. We get into a lot things together some good some bad but we always stick it out together.
I can tell him anything. Well I can't tell him I'm jealous of his 4 wheeling trips with the guy's. He might tell me he's jealous of my shopping trips with R Susanna. I found him at work one day right under eyes. If he'd been a snake he would have bit me. You see my partner and I was sent to this out line station that I did not like to go to. We were told to post out of this station for 12 hrs. I was so upset. I don't like to go to new stations were I don't know everyone. Some time they don't receive Women well at all men stations and this was all men. Even worse it was a high rescue station were men were known for walking around with their chest puffed out. So I was not happy.
That is until I walked in sat down and in walk the man of my dreams. I swear beams of light shown down on him and Angels did sing. I couldn't take my eyes off of him the hole shift I just sat and stared. He said very little to me was was very shy but I could tell he liked me. Soooo in a very bold move as he was getting in his truck to go some one stopped him to talk. Now's my chance now or never.... I walked up be him and stuck a gum wrapper with my name and phone number on it. I then with out looking walked away.
I had to wait 2 days before he called. I was a nervous wreck I took off any one head who even come close to the phone when it range. Finely he did call and I asked him out before he could ask me. He asked was this how it was always going to be. I asked what do you mean? He said are you always going to jump the gun on everything or are you going to let me make a move. I said I don't know that depends on if you can beat me to it!!!
I know it sounds cheesy but I have loved him from the moment I laid eyes on him. He is my Pookie Doo.

What if this was was me?

Well I had a humbling experience at work the other night. I responded to a difficulty breathing call. When I arrived on scene I found a 77 yr. old lady laying in the bed. In no apparent distress. I asked "what's going on to day?" "Did you you call for an ambulance. The Lady put her nose in the air and said "Yes I did, now take me to the hospital." I asked "why are you going to the hospital the lady got very mad and yell as she slammed her fist into the bed "Just take me to the hospital I said." At this time the lady's son walked in and asked what was going on I was getting angry with the situation and said that's what I'd like to no. The Old lady is screaming now somebody take me to the hospital please!!! My partner is trying to calm her down while I talk to her son. The son tells me this happens every time I leave for the weekend. You see when they took my Mama's legs and confined her to this bed.,She gets this way when I leave her alone I'm sorry she called you all out to night. I took a Deep breath in and said to myself what would I do if this happened to me at the age of 77. Then I turn around and with a big smile on my face i said to the lady SOOO are you ready to go the hospital Lady Bug! And gave her a pat on the shoulder. She smiled a big toothy grin up at me and said that's what I've been a tell'n yea. I then said to her well lets go. My point in telling you guys this story is that even though some things or request may seams ridiculous or mundane to us but to someone Else it may mean the world.

25 things about me

O.K. so I saw one of the blogs I follow did this and I thought it might be fun to try so here go's.

1.) I color my hair, I have sense I was 14 yrs old and my hair began to darken.
2.)I'm afraid of the dark it freaks me out if my husband gets in bed before me and turns out all the lights. I totally chew hem out.
3.)I've been married 3 times and my 1st child was not by my 1st husband.
4.)I was a high school drop out, and did not go back to school until I was 23.
5.)I feel responsible for my best friends death.
6.)I never loved my first 2 husbands in fact I didn't even like one of them.
7.)I am obsessed with my looks and wait.
8.)I'm O.C.D. if you didn't no LOL.
9.)I can write with both right and lift hand.
10.)I love old movies really old like Doris Day,Betty Davis,Clark Gable.....
11)I love to sing, in fact I wanted to be a singer but my first husband told me I squeaked like a rat so I stopped singing for along time. I do some now but just for fun.
12.)I love my job. I totally get off on the power.
13.)I want more for my girls.
14.)I don't think I've been the best Mom.
15.)I had a one night stand and never looked back.
16.)I stoled something once from the grocery store by accident but didn't take it back when I realized what i did.
17.)I make jokes all the time and no one gets them bummer.
18.)I put off calling my Dad he's 76 I know I want hem for ever but he talks so much. I know I cold ran't I?
19.)I think my Mom has a split personality. (really)
20.) I think my husband is so hot.I just love hem to peaces.
21.)My husband is my best friend.
22.)R Susanna saved me when I lost My best friend Michell.Thank You.
23.)I love food. Any food,Sweets, Baked, Grilled,Fried,Meat,Veggies,Food,Food,Food.....
24.)I'm afraid of getting old.
25.)I never want to be alone.

I can't take the noise

Maybe it's just me but it seams as though everyone is obsessed with noise these days. I mean really!!! My husband runs me out of the room with his cursed surround sound. Just because you can make your teeth rattle dose not mean you have to do so.
I rarely go to the movies now because of the noise. I have to take a pair of ear plugs with me if I'm to enjoy the movie. I just can't take it.The same with music concerts, i went to one with some friends not to long ago and took my ear plugs. Everyone was laughing at me but a while into the show someone did ask if I had another pair. Honestly it was so loud you couldn't under stand a thing. just a lot of vibration.
And what's up with kids today they have so much base turned up it shakes my car and rattles my windows. I wish someone would come out with a light beam gun so I could shoot a beam at there car and short out there whole electrical system. LEAVE UM DEAD IN THE ROAD!!!
I would love to have one day of nothing but peace and quite. that would be heaven!

I'm feeling crazy these days!
I don't know why but lately I have been in a weird state of mind, All in one day i can feel up beat and happy ,mad as the devil and sad and defeated the next. Just to give an example, I was at work yesterday feeling good, you know on top of the world. I was back on the Ambulance after a long stay on a fire truck. I had a great partner for the shift, a really nice guy who is a rookie. He's very nice and very excited about riding the Ambulance. I love to train rookies. They are not yet set in there ways and have not been corrupted by bad influences.
Well we had a easy day not a lot of calls. This Yong man asked me if he could ride with me for the next three shifts. I did not see a problem with this and told hem I would talk to the Captain about it. HOLLY CRAP!!!! You would think I asked some one to cut off there arm, I was met with hostility, anger, and disdain. I don't know why, you see most of the fire fighters don't like to ride the Ambulance because they have to WORK and THINK for a change. So you would think if someone volunteers to take a few extra shifts people would be glad and supportive. Oh No Not In My Department!!! The Captain says to me well he don't know the fire truck that well yet. he needs to ride the fire truck too. I don't know why but I erupted and flew into a rage. My face was hot,my hair standing on end and felt as if I would explode at any minute. I told hem the guy has already taken his pump test and past with flying colors. I then said any body can run into a burning building and shoot water on a fire it's just not that hard. How ever to save some ones life it takes skill and confidence and for that you need experience.
I then went on to tell them it's crazy that I have a different partner every shift. There is no way to get comfortable or confident in your partners skills if you don't ride together for some time. It puts a ENORMOUS BURDEN on the Paramedic. You have to think and check everything and can depend only on yourself to be sure that thing are done right. This is why we are so burn out .
GOD I WISH JUST ONCE SOME ONE WOULD LESSON TO THE PARAMEDIC!!!!
acourse everyone in the room looked at me like I was some kind of nut or something. They say things like calm down and we can talk about it when your are more rational. I got some rational for them. I would like to just "KICK THERE DUMB ASSES". Oh yea I'm really mad about this. Something has to change I'm just not sure how to do it.
Then I go to the back room were my bunk is and there sets my best friend at work and I tell her all about it. She just let me go on about how mad I am. She agrees with me and now come another mood change. We are watching a reality show about these people who think they are being judge on outer beauty when they are really being judged on their inner beauty. Now I'm very happy and giggling, almost over the top. Then I lay down to get some rest but I can't shut down everything is racing through my head and i feel like I cold explode.
My sister says I'm getting menopausal. I don't know but I need off this roller coaster ride.
I mean I don't ever know if I'm going to take things in stirde or just blow up any more. I think I need a vacation. Sandy beach and a piniacolta in my hand. Dam my vacation is not until May.
Oh well mabe I can just go check in to the nut house. I'm sure I'll fit in just fine!!!!!